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Thursday, February 25, 2010

"you gave me your time, the most thoughtful thing of all"

hello . im back .
i know these few day were screwed but thanks for you whos been there through it all .
me:"oh shit , i failed chinese test" someone:"nevermind, you still got louis what"

sigh . tears wont stop flowing will they .
i dont know what to do anymore.
im so confused .
i hope this will be good for you .
you wont understand it now .
but sooner or later you will .
i think this is best , best for both of us .

i never wanted to hurt you . im sorry .

` Blogged @ 5:52 AM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010


because a heart , is two teardrops upside down .
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today isnt a good day .
feburary 23 . a day to remember .
this is the day when louis got so upset with me .
i guess i've really pushed it this time .
this is the day when our love falls apart .
i miss everything .
i miss you .
i think ive changed alot .
its all my fault .
i dont know why i just dont feel like replying .
i think . its best for us . this is best for us .
i am the bad one who cause you all this pain and unhappiness .
for once . everything we once had is going to be erased .

` Blogged @ 6:03 AM

Monday, February 15, 2010



i love bjsyz meetings :D

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hey love .
oh wait , i meant hey you .
everything is falling apart no matter how hard i tried . i've been calling you and everytime you pick up , its like you want to hang up on me . why ? its like im going to break down anytime now . but theres no where to turn to . no where i can run . im trying to break free from all these emotions i fear of but i cant do that . i dont know what to do . i wish someone was here .

dont know what you're thinking , to me it seems quite tough .
to hold a conversation , when words are not enough .
so this is your decision , & theres nothing i can do .
i can only say to you , if you need someone to ease the pain ;
you can lean on me , my love will still remain

` Blogged @ 4:20 AM

Sunday, February 14, 2010



hey guys .
i wish i had more ang baos D:
i only visited one side of my family .
and i only saw my grandma , my godma , and my uncle and auntie .
soooooooooooo little .
o wells :D

going to jessica's house today :D
to celebrate zhen yues birthday i think .
oh god , i miss BJSYZ .
haha , i'll never forget recess time with you guys :D
we are the awesomest group ever .
BJSYZ forever <3


cant go far , but you can always dream

` Blogged @ 7:15 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010




i'll show you the shape of my heart

hey peeps .
reunion dinner is so nice :D cause mummy cooked ! anyways , just wanna which you guys a very happy new year and a happy valentines day <3

i hate spring cleaning D: i hate dust , i hate taking things out , cleaning it , then putting it back again . but i do love the fact that i have a super cosy room now (:

hey love , there's so many things i've been wanting to tell you .
everything has gotten to such a stage , i feel so lazy to reply your messages .
i've tried , have you ?
i tried talking , i tried bringing myself to reply your every message properly .
i feel like giving up , do you ?
i feel so tired.

i gave up on love

` Blogged @ 5:18 AM

Friday, February 12, 2010



SENTOSA WAS A BLAST KAY :D
the sunset , the music , the beach volleyball , the taidi , and burying adam !
beach volleyball was coooooooooooooooooooooooooool .
i have never been so addicted to my service before ! (Claps)
i hate the fact that the bicycle shop was closed D:
that kinda made me miss ubin and its awesome two dollars bike .
i wanna go back there and watch the sunset on the pretty mountain ! (:

Some day , i will go and fly :D zip line zip line zippppppppppp lineeeeeeeeee
haha . i think bubbles makes people happy uh .
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
it makes me happy ! (:

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i miss you once we say goodbye .

` Blogged @ 4:35 AM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010



say hello to goodbye .

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today was a relatively good day , isn't it ? :D
nowadays , im stuffed with tests . one after another .
"why the hell do you give so much papers ?!"
its been so long since i've been on my oh so dead blog .
you know whats weird?
its that no one actually bothers to read it i think .

I AM SO BORED .
i think i have a really short attention span on things .
speaking of that i wonder what you're thinking .... hmmm .

anyways , i cant wait for class outing on friday .
YAY . guess what , i havent been to sentosa in a million years D:
im such a loser right ?
no . actually , i havent been there for a month .
boohoo D:

oh you know , alot of people's birthdays are coming up and i friggin want my birthday to come too !
i wanna get lotsa presents and birthday cakes and cards and wishes :D
i want i want i want .
6 more months uh D:
so long ! ):
im sad .

right .. anyways, back to today .
we had social studies test you know .
and heres credit to TEO JIAMIN :D
thanks for telling me the points .
:D lots of love .
oh & i got a bunny bag :D
thanks luv .

ilovepie :D

` Blogged @ 2:40 AM

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