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When you love someone, there’s nothing you can do to control your heart. It controls you.
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I wonder how it feels like to be in love .
I wonder how if feels to recieve a message and always smile at it.
I wonder how it feels like to miss someone until you feel like a part of you is missing.
I wonder how it feels like to be held close to the one you love.
But I gave up on you. I gave up on love. Becos everytime I try & put my heart and soul into it. Everytime it let's me down.
Hello earth . Today was <3 ttm. I luv studying with you guys <3 haha . Yay .
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Oooooooooooookay i know its like her boobs are sagging... but yeah . I love Lindsay Lohan ! - dispite all the rumors and how terrible she is. I still love how she use to be :D I love her first film the parents trap. I watched it when i was young & im still watching it now. She's FAB. I love her smile :D
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Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you dont want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. Even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold harsh truth - The people that you cant live without, can live without you. hey, its earth hour and im blogging, im sorry earth. My dad just came back at like excatly 929 and i was like , dad.. its earth hour you know. then he off all the lights and i was like it over already ! haha. it hasnt been a fruitful day uh, becos we were suppose to do project today but... the internet isnt helpful so yeah.
so many test next week ): stressss uh .
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you gotta admit it, THEY LOOK DAMN HOT TOGETHER :D
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ITS VERY SIMPLE. I LOVE YOU.yes, yes i do :D actually, NO :D hahaha. ANYWAYS, what a perfect day today is.
HOLY SHIT is tomorrow Thursday ?! omg ): me dont like.
okay shit. You know, we kinda talked today. It seemed so strange. Its like you're so near yet so far. I cant remember the last time i smiled when i was with you. I mean, every moment of that.
i want to run away from you so badly .
so that was kind of the sad part today ):
I CANT IMAGINE A PERFECT DAY WITHOUT HAVING TO FEEL SAD SOMETIMES.
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"You don’t know what you do to me. How happy I am when we talk and how it kills when you don’t reply me or when you tell me you can’t talk anymore."
they don't really care about us -
School was awesome today ? ;D hahah . Kind of . But ms yanti isn't gonna teach us anymore for f&n and that kinda sucks I mean , she's the funniest teacher ever ! Haha . Kay. The day started off quite perfectly , but you know there's just some idiots who like ruining your day ? Yeah uh . Screw you . The sight of you MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE . but Ayeeeeee , what to do ? Show face luh .
Training tomorrow . I don't know I should be excited anot . Haha. I kinda miss maria . Anyways . I miss my cure juniors too . Ann <3 she's damn awesome Kay . So chen chen won't be around for training and we are gonna train by ourselves :D
Oh my , the days are inching closer and closer to thursday . I DONT LIKE ):
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you have no idea how painful it was , to be standing next to you but wanting to walk away so badly. I hate it. I hate what we've become. I hate the fact that memories last time were so fucking awesome and now they are just in pieces. I hate my eyes for looking in your direction. I hate you - but I don't hate you at all. I just want you to see how blinded you are. I just want you to see. That one day when you find out what kind of person she is... I hope you know. I hope you know.
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School is not as bad as I expected it would be . Haha .
Yayness .
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One last post before going back to school .
Ever heard of a thing called blog secret ? It's like this blog where anyone can put their secrets there for people to see :D and some of them will just get commented . I haven't try I out yet cuz I can't figure out with secret I should tell .
Anyways , this post is going out to the person that typed secret 3523 . Whoever you are , I want you okay ? :D cheer up stranger .
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I just Wanted to type that down. I mean , isn't it like the most awesome thingy ever ? :D I should really type my secrets there some day . I wonder how Many comments I will get .
Oh god , Sunday is coming to an end and I just wish to turn back time . I don't want Thursday to come . urg . I hate Thursdays . Boo .
Thursday is being a ***** ): sigh .
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This one last paragraph is dedicated to my one and only awesome guy friend :D
I'm really sorry you had to stay up all the way Till one plus waiting for my reply and I was sleeping . Haha . But here's to you and our best friendship ever . Sometimes life gets pretty shitty right , but I'm here whenever you're feeling shitty ^^ hahah . I know you might be going overseas to study but know this , our friendship won't change no matter how far apart we are :D
Cheers :D
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